another day
2008-04-25 @ 01:21:21
I know, i am not very constant in my notes.. that's me.:) ok, and this time I'am not going another promise..:)
Nothing changed. I am few days older, was crying a bit more than usual. I can really say what I am doing. It's inside me, I just can't get rid of that. I still don't know what actually make me behave like that. A bit of selfish, thinking about myself as the only one on this f... world. There is one sure thing I can say about that. This i sa good explanation...yes! that help me stay 'normal' for another few days, or maybe weeks. I know it'll come back. If so, I'll find another explanation..............
today is the first real back...
2008-04-21 @ 22:43:39
today is the real back to these images. I was try to defence myself and show everybody how strong I am. But I am not. First time since I left I was crying. Today. That song made me cry. How touchy I am? Very. What is that wall for then? Be there, keep yourself busy, try be the best and show you not the worst. How bad is that? Can't I scream and say what I really feel today? no. they would never understand you.

I want to be there, In the place I left few years ago. was it really my choice? Sorry, but you can say 'no' now. I was so sure at that time. And I know what made me stay and be away from them I love...It was love. which is the real one? Is there any? it remains to be seen...
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