today is the first real back...
2008-04-21 @ 22:43:39
today is the real back to these images. I was try to defence myself and show everybody how strong I am. But I am not. First time since I left I was crying. Today. That song made me cry. How touchy I am? Very. What is that wall for then? Be there, keep yourself busy, try be the best and show you not the worst. How bad is that? Can't I scream and say what I really feel today? no. they would never understand you.

I want to be there, In the place I left few years ago. was it really my choice? Sorry, but you can say 'no' now. I was so sure at that time. And I know what made me stay and be away from them I love...It was love. which is the real one? Is there any? it remains to be seen...

cheer up. Always look at the bright side of life :) Monthy Pyton movie is the best. I always watch it when I'm sad and it always helps :) Find yourself a hobby and don't think too much of life if you don't want get depressed. Life in general is brutal and if you spend too much time thinking about it , it can be dangerous. I hope you know what I'm talking about.


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