. . .
2007-07-31 @ 10:39:20
Sometimes my life seems to be really nice and sometimes it seems like it's the worst life in the world. But a revolution has begun for me inside and I'm thinking positive. Everything is gonna be alright ! Yesterday was fine day. I hope, that every days will be like that. kisses =*
The fantasy
2007-07-26 @ 16:52:30
Do You live?
Do You die?
Do You bleed for the fantasy?
Yes, I do !
Fantasy is the best thing in this world.
I love dreaming about everything,what I wanna do. And I have a lot of dreams,which - i think so, never come true...;(
But I'll be always dreaming and I'm hoping,that some dreams will come true :D
See ya kisses =*
:D:D:D:D
2007-07-23 @ 16:43:54
Hello ! How R U ? I'm already in Poland ;). I'm happy :-). It was nice in England.I've been in France, Belgium and Germany too. I've had very cool holiday :-). I've watched an hour ago "Requiem for a dream". This is the best movie I've seen !!! I got nice mood :-)
:P:P:P:P I'm happy :) I miss my sister and her boyfriend.Kisses for them 'n' 4 U !!! ;-)
=* =* =* =*
4 days to go back to Poland !
2007-07-18 @ 21:29:45
Hi. I'm happy, that I'll back to Poland, but I'm sad too,cause here stays my sister and her boyfriend. They will go to Poland only in September. And one of my sister is back to Poland with me 22 July. But they'll (all) go to Poland only for 3 weeks. And they have to back to England . So... don't You ask me why...You know reality in Poland. There is no money and no work.

I'm boring now. I'm watching Tv, listening to my favourite music and it only keep my alive... ;)
I'm thinking about everything and I dunno, what 2 think. Life is brutal... I have nobody beside my family and some friends (but i don't know can i call'em friends...). I want to have someone who loves me. Just a man, who cares about me, who...Ok, I'm talkin' about hoogwash...;( Nobody reads this blog. But I don't care!!! This is my diary after all... Is there anybody who needs somebody ? Who wants to love and trust somebody?
I want somebody I can tell YOU"RE THE ONE I NEEd. But I know now... Love is nothing...






30stm - THE KILL

What if i wanted to break?
laugh it all of in Your face?
What would You do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore?
What would You do, do , do?

Come! Break me down!
Bury me! Bury me!
I am finished with You!

What if I wanted to fight?
Beg for the REST OF MY LIFE?
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me...


America =(
2007-07-13 @ 22:15:26
What a drag it is
the shape I'm in?
Well i go out somewhere
then i come home again.
I light a cigarette,
cause I can't get no sleep,
there's nothing on the tv,
nothing on the radio,
that means that much to me...

All my life
watchin' America
All my life
there's panic in America
Oh Oh Oh Oh
there's trouble in America
Oh oh oh oh...

Yesterday was easy
happiness came and went,
I got the movie script,
but I don't know what it meant.
I light a cigarette,
cause i can't get no sleep,
there's nothing on the tv
nothing on the radio
that means that much to me,
nothing on the tv,
nothing on the radio,
that i can't believe in...

All my life
watchin' America
All my life
there's panic in America
Oh Oh Oh Oh
there's trouble in America
Oh oh oh oh
There's panic in America
oh oh oh oh...

Yesterday was easy
yes i got the news
When you get it straight, but stand up you just can't lose
Give you my confidence, all my faith in life

Dont stand me up
Don't let me down
I need you tonight
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold.

All my life
Watching america
All my life
There's panic in america
Oh oh oh, oh
He's just in america
Oh oh oh, oh...

Tell me how does it feel
Tell me how does it feel
Tell me how does it feel
Been lookin' forward to the future,but my eyesight is going bad...
2007-07-11 @ 16:01:21
I dunno what 2 say. I have enough...4real...
Thnks Guys...
2007-07-09 @ 22:47:43
Thnks for comments...Thnks,that U R wit me...
Has anybody ever felt this way? I'm...I like somebody,who'll never be mine. There are 2 reasons: age and interval... I think I shouldn't talk about it,but there is no chance to forget 'bout him... He's doin' something for the world.Doing something,what I love...
Ok...I got something,what I wrote when I've been alone...And I am still alone...sooo lonelyyy...;( I will be writing sometimes my little poems or songs...I love it...forgive me...


I have changed,
I'm not who I am,
I've lost myself
in an empty space.
I'm still alone,
in a strange home,
I need Your warm,
But You'll never come...


^I want You to be,
be here with me,
So why won't You come,
why have You gone?
Heartache worries me,
I'm so sick of it,
I have enough
this hard love...^

I feel Your smell,
Feel it everywhere,
I know you're there
You're there with her,
She's sweeter then me,
she'll never leave,
I'll say the last thing
thanks for the memorries...




Haha,last verse is lent. I hope U know from who. They are doin' the best music. I love Fall Out Boy,Panic! At The Disco,30 seconds to Mars,My Chemical Romance...The best music in the world :-)

Thnks Guys once again fr comments...Love Ya!=*









^BEEN LOOKIN' FORWARD TO THE FUTURE, BUT MY EYESIGHT IS GOING BAD...^

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