Continuation of my recent mess life
2011-09-27 @ 21:40:03
Hello readers,
during few last days a lot happened again. Let's start from the sunday. Because I am a Catholic I was in a church. The mass ended at 11:50 AM and after I came home my telephone ringed. Eve called me that he needs a favour and she asked if she could come to me and precise what she needs. Obviosly, I agreed. In meantime my mother ask me if we can go to the lake where my father was fishing I agreed to. Anyway, Eve came 12:15 PM she wanted borrow a notebook(computer) for one day. I gave it to her and we started talking. We talked like 2 hours she told me more things that I found really sad I told her also a lot of interesting things and our converstation if she didn't have to go could be really long. After we finished my mother was pissed because I did not eat warm dinner. We had an arguement and she told me what Monika told her. She told me that they talked and Monika mentioned that I am some kind of workaholic and even if I am with her I can't stop thinking of work. I was so pissed when I heard it. I called Monika and told her what I think of including somebody's else in our issues. She started crying. I went out to play football to get some relief. After I came back it was like 10 PM we played 2 hours. My mother asked me where I was etc. she was sure that I have some kind of an affair and I was with Eve. She told me about Monika's call and I got more pissed. I told her that I don't want anybody to interfere in our matters. I told her that is none of her business to mess with our relationship and converstation ended.
Later I talked also with Monika using messenger. She was rather good humour but she told me she still wants a break until next friday.
On monday 26.09.2011, Eve got a call from her boyfriend after that call she was shivering almost cried. I took her out of the office and asked what happened. She told me that Franek(Boyfriend of Eve) treats her like nothing, he does not count with her etc. She was all in shivers. She wanted me to hug her so I did and I wanted her to calm down so I did my best to do it. After this our boss took us to city for good dinner and all seemed to be fine. I went to play football and after I came back I tried to call Eve on phone because I knew she was going to call Franek. She didn't respond and I was so worried what happened.
Today(27.09.2011), I was in office at 9:00 AM, I knew that something happened because she was in bad mood. I talked to her and she told me that Franek pissed her again today. After work I suggested her to go out to relief. I proposed going to play tennis because she wanted to learn it. She aggred so we played like 2h having great time, joking etc. was so great. She was so happy I don't remember seeing her so happy recently. A day before she had shivered and almoust cried and now one day after she was happy. Because it's not a fairly taly something went bad. After tennis I got message from boss and many unresponded calls. A system that I wrote made some loss for a company. We went office as fast as we could. When I saw how much money go out I almost fainted. It was like 14 000$. However, it was better that I thought and I could fix it really fast so loss is still about 50$. I was so angry at myself and at my collaborator. Because she first informed boss then me about situation and I could fix it earlier. Anyway, Eve was supporting me, helping me. After I'd fixed it I came home, pretty depressed. Anway I called Eve via phone and we've been talking like 40 min. She made me happy etc. we talked about a lot of things. She was so thankful for "what you do and what you did to me" and I was happy. We have really sincere conversation and that was what I needed. Now I am laying in bed still thinking of everything. The only question is what to do next? I hope that I didn't make a lot of mistakes and text is understandable.
during few last days a lot happened again. Let's start from the sunday. Because I am a Catholic I was in a church. The mass ended at 11:50 AM and after I came home my telephone ringed. Eve called me that he needs a favour and she asked if she could come to me and precise what she needs. Obviosly, I agreed. In meantime my mother ask me if we can go to the lake where my father was fishing I agreed to. Anyway, Eve came 12:15 PM she wanted borrow a notebook(computer) for one day. I gave it to her and we started talking. We talked like 2 hours she told me more things that I found really sad I told her also a lot of interesting things and our converstation if she didn't have to go could be really long. After we finished my mother was pissed because I did not eat warm dinner. We had an arguement and she told me what Monika told her. She told me that they talked and Monika mentioned that I am some kind of workaholic and even if I am with her I can't stop thinking of work. I was so pissed when I heard it. I called Monika and told her what I think of including somebody's else in our issues. She started crying. I went out to play football to get some relief. After I came back it was like 10 PM we played 2 hours. My mother asked me where I was etc. she was sure that I have some kind of an affair and I was with Eve. She told me about Monika's call and I got more pissed. I told her that I don't want anybody to interfere in our matters. I told her that is none of her business to mess with our relationship and converstation ended.
Later I talked also with Monika using messenger. She was rather good humour but she told me she still wants a break until next friday.
On monday 26.09.2011, Eve got a call from her boyfriend after that call she was shivering almost cried. I took her out of the office and asked what happened. She told me that Franek(Boyfriend of Eve) treats her like nothing, he does not count with her etc. She was all in shivers. She wanted me to hug her so I did and I wanted her to calm down so I did my best to do it. After this our boss took us to city for good dinner and all seemed to be fine. I went to play football and after I came back I tried to call Eve on phone because I knew she was going to call Franek. She didn't respond and I was so worried what happened.
Today(27.09.2011), I was in office at 9:00 AM, I knew that something happened because she was in bad mood. I talked to her and she told me that Franek pissed her again today. After work I suggested her to go out to relief. I proposed going to play tennis because she wanted to learn it. She aggred so we played like 2h having great time, joking etc. was so great. She was so happy I don't remember seeing her so happy recently. A day before she had shivered and almoust cried and now one day after she was happy. Because it's not a fairly taly something went bad. After tennis I got message from boss and many unresponded calls. A system that I wrote made some loss for a company. We went office as fast as we could. When I saw how much money go out I almost fainted. It was like 14 000$. However, it was better that I thought and I could fix it really fast so loss is still about 50$. I was so angry at myself and at my collaborator. Because she first informed boss then me about situation and I could fix it earlier. Anyway, Eve was supporting me, helping me. After I'd fixed it I came home, pretty depressed. Anway I called Eve via phone and we've been talking like 40 min. She made me happy etc. we talked about a lot of things. She was so thankful for "what you do and what you did to me" and I was happy. We have really sincere conversation and that was what I needed. Now I am laying in bed still thinking of everything. The only question is what to do next? I hope that I didn't make a lot of mistakes and text is understandable.