Last night I went for a party with my friend. I met you. I want be very hard, but you look so nice. I didn't restrain oneself. But I don't regret. This situation looks me that I took good choice.
Today I'm listening over and over one song - Stateless - "Bloodstream". Is remarkable. I feel good. This sounds great, isn't it? I want to do many things for yourself...
Marcin is so good for me. He calls me often, writes sweet massages, worries about me. I'm feeling an interesting woman, when I'm spending time with him. This is important for me, becouse I lost recently all my self - confidence. I have many complexes. Marcin causes that I usually forget about it.

I try don't think about you. Yesterday you were on my mind. Today I was reading a good book, which I got from Marcin - Dan Brown "Lost symbol". I like Dan's Brown's books, becouse are secret,interesting and ends are suprising, but I missing something about love. So I also read many books polish writer - Janusz Leon Wiśniewski. I think that I should do many things, which could help me get some pleasure. Maybe I try to start jogging with my sister's boyfriend? This is good idea for health. I need Spring, sun and certainty that everything will be allright.

I told you everything. You were watching at me. I was crying a lot. I remember our last five minutes. I kissed you passionately. You took my face, kissed my forehead. Nobody had kissed my like you before. Nobody. You brought me flowers. You were wearing purple t-shirt, which I bought. I hope that you don't hate me. Today I miss you. Today I'm thinking about you over and over. I'm really scared that wasn't a good decision. There already no us. Please call me today. I will be waiting.

I was watching today "Grey's anatomy". You know that I love this series. I also didn't take off my pyjamas. My sister called that "depression". Maybe is it, but I felt good. I was only a little tired and bored, that's all. You didn't call me or write some short message. I'm still waiting for this. Could anybody tell my how to sleep with a broken heart?!
Fortunately tommorrow I will be far away.

I was in the cinema with Marcin. He invited me a week ago. I was supprised becouse we don't know each other well. It was nice evening. I forgot about my problems, relaxed and took things easy. Film - "Dear John" disappointed me very much. I thought that is touching love story. Sometimes I was talking and completely forgot that I should watching the movie. But the soundtrack was nice and I want to find some songs.
I hope that you were jealous and you couldn't sleep without me.
Now I'm listening Kate Nash - "The nicest thing". Her accent is incredible!

You know what you should say. I'm disorientated. I will meet you tomorrow, look at your nice face, touch your blond hair...You used to hold me then and keep very tight... I wouldn't be angry anymore.

My first post...
I have many problems with English, but I'm still learning this language and I hope that this website helps me.
I'm really sad and feel so tired with my life. I want change many things, but I can't. Maybe I'm scared, maybe I'm to weak. Maybe...Nevermind.
Susie Suh in my loudspeakers. "All I want" this is really good song. Voice Susie caress my soul...
Today I'm going to the railway station, get on the train...and come back to the big city.
I'm waiting for You, but You don't believe me and my words. I want to tell you so many things. I miss you so much...but this doesn't change anything.

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