moooooving out
2009-09-17 @ 23:22:24
I'll move out on next Sunday. I won't have enough time for the internet, so I guess I won't be avaliable for a long time.
Time to start a new life. Far from here. Leave everything behind and think about myself this time. I'm scared that I won't be able to do what I want to do. That I'll get lost in this whole new world. But I know I have some strenght inside. It'll be fine.
Hmm... I feel old. I will live on my own now. It's something new to me. I used to live with my parents and don't care about money and stuff like that. Now big change's coming. I hope I'll be able to face it.
Like a sheep lost in big, dark forest filled with wolves. XD Okay, I know my imaginary is a bit freaky. I just feel like I'm pushed to some deep water to learn how to swim. I think many people feel this way while they're leaving their family home.
Soon I'll see if I can face it. If not, I'll just try my best to fix it. I won't stay with my parents for all my life. Wish me luck. ^^'
over and over.
2009-09-02 @ 01:54:59
Can somebody tell me why nights are so cruel? During the day you seem happy, you have the strenght to leave your problems alone, nothing bothers you. When the night comes you feel hopeless, you can't stop thinking about things you should forget, you're weak and cry easily.
I know, I know. I'm getting emo, depressed and everything I say is how much I hurt.
I guess this pain I feel inside won't leave me alone so fast.
I can't do anything with this now. I need to talk about it, I need to leave all of this sh*t somewhere. As if I could... Awww, I'd give everything to make this life easier. At least for one day, to make this pain go away for one day... It'd be great, really.
Well, people say 'new love is the best cure for old love'. Bullshit. As if somebody could just make himself love somebody else when he can't forget about someone...
And people also say that time can cure every wound. Another bullshit. It can only make you calmer but the wound leaves a scar.
Okay, pessimistic, ignorant, emo kid. Get the fuck up.
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