2009-07-21 @ 01:31:11
Guess I've lost my will to fight.
I just know very well that it's over. Even if he says that he still loves me... I know he doesn't because of the words he said lately... "I'm sorry but I cannot engage in this relationship. I think I just want to be alone but I love you. I care about you. I can't say if I want to be with you or not. Let's just have a break, that's all". Ridiculous.
Maybe I'm stupid but I don't want any break. I've said to him: "We're together or we're alone and I don't even want to hear about the break. If you can't decide, I'll decide for you. For me - when you say that you don't know... it's the same if you've said that you don't want to be with me anymore. So it's over and if you really care about me, you're going to show me this in some way". And he didn't.
I was supposed to move out with him. Live with him. Now... I've said that I'll move out to England. What did he say? "Do whatever you want to do, it's not my business".
I feel weak.
Anna Molly
2009-07-19 @ 02:33:51
Anna Molly, Anna Molly.
I love this song.
I'm ruined, ruined as hell.
He left me with no reason at all, I'm alone again.
I thought we'll be together 'till the end of the world. Now I think I'm just... to engaged in everything I'm in.
My eyes burn from the tears I've shaded. My tongue burns from the alcohol I drunk.
What's love all about? Well, I think I'm lost. I only wish everything's going to be all right. I really don't want to feel the pain I've felt once. Anymore, anymore.
I wish you were here with me and I wish we were happy and say nothing at all. I want to kiss your lips and feel that I'm safe and nothing's gonna taje you from me.
Why can't you just stay?
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