2009-04-22 @ 01:44:35
We have got beautifull spring, in air I can smeel springs flower I see this all green tries and plants and I say to myself : life is cruel. But it was my choose so I can`t complain.

I work inside huge warehoues, here is all the time the same weather windy and cold. Every day the same views.

I work as a warehouse her operative. I drive fork lift truck, picking stocks, loading or unloading trolleys, sometimes training new employees how to picking.

Sometimes I`m really happy with this work. When I meet new people and then train them pickking I fell very good. I like drive fork lift truck but if I do this week by week It become very boring. When I started work I got much satisfaction, new things, new people, after one training the second,week by week I really was happy, now i fell like this very seldom.

Someimes I hate it. Atmosphere is under stress. We have got big norm : fork lift driver has 20 pallets by hour, If you do less you have waste company time and you can have investigation or disciplinary hearing. English people speak fast and very dirty( South Yorkshire ). I haven`t any trainings. I stop develop.

I learning and looking for better jobs. I hope so this year will be last year in warehouse and I found job where I can growing to bigger things in live.

See you soon ;)

Trust, Honest and Respect
2009-04-20 @ 00:15:56
Three values: trust, honest and respect for me are the most important in relationship. Without them I will be like a blind man which want to play in basketball.

These values can create love. Everybody have different meaning this words I know. Everybody have their own dictionary inside head. And the good way is explain each other these words.

If one of us interrupt one of the rules, we must talk about it. We must talk, talk, talk... There must be understanding our needs and behavior. And understanding can be the most important goal in conversation.

Why man and woman argue ? He or she want to impose his/her will. It is waste of time, we can make love in this time.

Partnership not dictatorship. There must be ballance.

On average 40% couples broken after 10 years, after one year sex is very boring (thank good somebody made kamasutra and sex gadgets ;)). I don`t belive in this statistic. I don`t want belive in them. I want to belive in deep feelings and happy relations.

One of the good question in relation is : How our relation can be better ?

Thank you for read
See you tomorrow ;)

2009-04-18 @ 19:49:50
Dreams showing me way in life. Dreams are my vision which give my power to wake up every morning.

In February 2008 at beginning year I painted my goals on the piece of paper.Sometimes I look at this piece of paper and imagine how I can reach this things. Women with good heart, fast car, bungee jump, visit mountain and sea, go to college, meet couple interesting people, read 20 books, improve my voice and do regular excersise. For me these were all world, this stimulus and show me the way. I reached some of them. Some of them I going to do in this year, there is some which will be all my life.

The most important thing is continuos developing myself. My mind, body and spirit. Every day I try to be better I know that there is a lot of work before me.

In 2009 I want to have strong relationship with my girfriend, learn to dance,
visit couple times mountain and sea, go to Greece, Scotland, London, Alton Tower and Blackpool, and of course Poland. Speaking in English corectly in gramma, have better voice. Earn a lot of money, read 15 books and finish cours with good performance in college. Do sixpack and big arms on the gym of course and have knowledge about proper food.

Is it possible ? Without any doubt. How I do this ? I have good plan.

I can do it, I`m sure.
See you tomorrow ;)

Third day of illness
2009-04-18 @ 01:23:24
Today I start day wonderfully. In the morning my Girlfriend did me wonderfully surprise, and after it I have energy all day. At work I have three good conversation in English with employees. Today I had more confidence then yesterday when I was talking, and I really enjoy conversation.

When I back to home, my Butterfly made me delicious polish Rosół....mmmmmm

I feel much better today so in the afternoon after work I went to solaria. I join there two weeks ago and I`m verry happy to results.I almost look like Brazilian, my skin looks healthier and is little brown.

After solaria we went - I and Butterfly for a walk and talk about our last month in England, future, fat women, cricket and animals.

I think that relationship is one of the best thing what happened me in last years. I`m sure that I don`t understand women, but I also sure that woman are living flowers (Not every offcourse ;)) With my second half I am ready to bigger goals and I am more responsibility. Nowadays I don`t drink until morning, drive car like stuntman or don`t care about tomorrow.

Many things changed. When I look at past five,ten years ago, I see big change. And when I look at future, I see my dreams. I know that those dreams will be these dreams ;) I must be patient and do my plan.

This is my third day in blog, If everybody read this sentences thank you for your time and see you tomorrow ;)

The second day of illness.
2009-04-16 @ 22:11:53
I feel beter than yesterday but still I have got fever and blocked nose. I took pills, drank medicine and after work I went to bed and slept three hours. This is my second day when I can`t go to mehanics and repair brakes in my car. I just got up after dinner snooze and feel better, I want to make love with my girlfriend ;) But I don`t strong enought to go to a gym, maybe tomorrow.

I watched to movie about.....abou fear, art and mysterious love. Tittle is ,,Vicky, Christina, Barcelona. Movie tell story two womens. They see relationship in so different way but both fall in love in the same man. He is a painter and can burn their heart .He shows Vicky deep sense of love and help Christina find her passion and way to be better artist.

I have read good opinion abot movie with Tom Hanks the ,,Cast away`` and dowloaded it. Tomorow I`ll watch it.

Today I had three longer conversations in Eglish and some short in my work. I have burned when I was talking with main Manager. I`ve forgotten words and have done long break.....It was nightmare ! But I don`t give up, i will be talk in English and I will be good. Yess, I will ! I must talk, talk, talk, read and do more gramma. From next week starting my English course in College - reading esol 1. It takes 5 weeks, and I have hope to improve my pronounciation skills.(22)

2009-04-15 @ 23:54:18
Blog will be my determination ,habbit, everyday routine in learning English. Will be terminator for my excuses. In looking for motivation I stoped here and propably stay here for a long while.

Ok now couple sentence about today.

Today was good day, from 1 to 10 I give him 6,5.
I was ill and took some pills from throat and drenched my feet in the water. In work I spent time in nice atmospere did breakdown with my mate Michael. I had couple good ideas about money. I slept by most of day. My lovely girlfriend take care of my ;) I very appreciate her for it and just I give her big kisssssss ;) Ok done

Good night,
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