Since August 2009 I haven`t visited this blog. Many things change, so many...
I still chaising my dreams. I become potential driving instructor month ago and now I`m training to be full qualification instructor. It`s difficult exam only 23% people passed it according statistic but I believe that I can do it.
I have close friend from Latwia who talk in English and cook great ;)It is great time, and many post to writte about our relation, maybe soon I`ll write something more about it.
I`ve started to train joga and go regulary to gym and sauna. Joga is something which completly suprised me, after trainings I feel more energy and I can more focus on daily things.
So many thins change for this year...
And I look at my card of dreams and every year is more curiously ;)

See You soon
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I had three good weeks after back from holiday. Most of time I had good thoughts and happy state. I regulary train in the gym,swim in the nice swimming pool, do good performance at work and have time to relax.
I had couple good conversations in English and I`m more confidence when I talk with foreign people. But last time I didn`t have time to regulary learn language but it will change from today ;) One of my goal is to learn 4 new words everyday - new habbit to overcome.
Car -I read more magazines about cars becose I need this knowlege, I think I will be abble to change oil in my car.
I overcome my habbits everyday and I`m more happy in this. I can say that I have got more discipline in my moves.
Career - lifeguard,bodyguard, driving instructor or gym instructor one of this profession give me happy nowadays.
Relationship - Desperate Housewifes, wedding, couple argues last times and grill today evening, sometimes I`m very confiuse.
It`s good period in my life and I say that I`m happy. Problems are difficult but attidiude is I can defeat everything.(11)

And I,am in my small town to the east of Poland. Travel was horrible. Airplane first late 30 minutes then when was landing was shaking .I scared becose day before flight I read news about plane which crashed and more than 100 people died. After plane we had problem with communication, there was traffic jam in the city center (like everyday in Warsaw) and we late for train.
At last we got to train and we have good travel , suprise is that we got air-conditioning. And finally I met with my Parents. Mum did delicious supper. Then I went to walk and met my two old mates Buła and Śmietana they grew and were really big .I didn`t see them one year and after year I was very suprised. I love walking in the night in my old small town. Walk,music and memories...a lot of memories. (10)

One time I was at GP about advise becose I`ve got backache and pain in knee. He was angry and thought that I was feigning, he gave me painless gel and told that I am abble to work. I want to trust him and use gel and back to work....I wasn`t abble to do my duties I was too weak and I back at home.
I`ve change my GP and the second give me pills ,some advice and statutory of sickness without problem. He was more kind and have more knowledge.
I still want to know more and I visited company`s GP and she listened me and wrote rapport about my pain in back, only this.
Today I visited new GP and he was very all right , he shows me more excersise, listened me and help me in case of work.
Different approaches, different people if I say after first appointment: Gp in England are useless I will close my mind to other opportunities. I don`t give up and I visited four GP`s and I`ve founded GP who really help me in my pain, give me knowledge and good word. (9)

This was good week. On Wenesday I pass exam ESOL 1 Literacy. Visit gym three times and done three good trainings.
I have got final written warning at work but next day I gave appeal to human resources with my letter. I was at swimming pool and beat new record 64 lines, yeeaahhh ;)
On Friday with my Girfriend we went to city center to dance. I have booked appointment with GP becose I need extra days when I will be on holiday and Gp angreed and gave me permision - yesss.
I have now dificullt moments at work so I prepare to difficult conversations with managers by watching All Mcbill with Iva, we have good fun. I awake this weekeng that employers have much more rights than in Poland and we can fight about our rights successful.
With Iva I had one bad day we try understand our behavior but something wasn`t ok. But we still want to build our relation.
I have had five days difficult so this weekeng award for me is icecreams and much sleep ;) (11)

I`ve known about finished my conversation with main manager before it start. I got accident at work month ago with english driver who had finall written warning and if now company give him penalty points he will be must say goodbye. But why company must lose very good perfomer if is chance to give faulty polish driver who has clear situation . Even witness don`t be need becose he is my ,,friend,, and beter independent witness will be first line manager who was standing behind our colision trucks. And didn`t see nothing.

Sometimes life is very unfair. Yesterday I got my finall written warning for accident which I didn`t cause. I have video record, I have polish witness, I still have got backache and I lose. Sometimes life is very unfair. (9)

I have got backache for 3 weeks. When I`am doing permanent moves like walking, cleaning, driving a car I feel much pressur in down my back. I take pills, use warm patches and do excersise five, six times a day. Day by day I suffer. I have visited my GP three times and he couldn`t help me. He didn`t give me important advice only pills and gel.Ehhh
At work thinking that I simulate and want money from insurance. Bullshit, I didn`t want this pain, but insurance will be very all right. When I need help they show me their back.All right understand this shity system. When I`am ill I can`t do performance company doesn`t need me. The second thing - My`s GP said me last time : ,, you have taken other people work. ,, Ehh.....another bullshit. I don`t want this pain. Next month will be interesting. I am going to my girfriend`s sister weeding, investigation at work: one about performance, one about accident and one about absence. I train I`ll have hope to back to work as as possible. I don`t give up. (18)

I sleep 7,8 hours. Two, three times a week I train at gym.I don`t drink alcohol, I eat healthy food, lees sweet and fat in my diet. Everyday English and develop my personality, better comunication and voice. Ehhh, I don`t know where my discipline ran becose since Monday I`ve drank alcohol, I`ve eaten fat food and tons of sweets. I have brake at work, becose my back needs time to recover. And I lie on bed, read books, watch movies, drink alcohol and chating with old friends. I broke discipline and I swim in my old habbits. My load of energy is somewhere in the middle of nothing. Ehh, I don`t give up. Today is new day, new life. Excuses are dead. I am a lad who go active way. My goals waiting for me on the roof, I need a good ladder. Settle thoughts,choose 2,3 goals not more and start work. And don`t drink too much. (12)

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