For Anno Domini
2011-08-29 @ 16:40:51
Hi
For one of my previous posts Anno Domini wrote a comment with such sentences: 'I am wondering why you have written that your dreams was without a sense and seems to be senseless. I do not get it ;-( Could you write down what were you thinking about. Ofcourse if is not a secret.'
So now I will try to answer.
I guess it isn't secret, so I'll try to explain but I don't promise that You will understand my thoughts. I have a small disorder in my head. :D So Let imagine that You got an opportunity to ONE, just one no more your dreams will come true. How would your dream sound? Love with the boy you VERY like? - some trivial for me cause I don't want to be a teenager who is looking for love for ever. Not now at this moment I think that love is unneccessary to my life, if it would happen OK, great, but... Second proposition – health for me and my family? Very obvious, moreover I'm healthy in my family also there are no serious illnesses. So what to use the chance preventive? Next, happiness? Sure, but it is too generally. Powerful? no thanks. Money? I sure you know the king name Midas. I don't wanna to repeat his mistake and lose everythink because of stupid dream. Peace on the world. It sounds nice but a bit gullible. Moreover, yeah I would like to live in the world where is no war and everyboady respects others... but it seems so to me that when we hear 'an only dream which you wish will come true' we become a bit egoist. 'Let everyone will fine but the best I'. I don't know whether everyone thinks so but I do. It isn't a reason to glory but so I'm just a human. I could quote more examples, but everytime I reached the same conclusion. Others dream about become a doctor, policeman, famous writer, lawyer, best footballer, boss of a big company etc. But I didn't know what I realy want. I intentionally used the Past simple 'cause now I know:)
I hope that You understood me now.
By the way I felt a little strange when I read the word ‘fan’.:)
And Now enjoy with music.
Take care, see you!
For one of my previous posts Anno Domini wrote a comment with such sentences: 'I am wondering why you have written that your dreams was without a sense and seems to be senseless. I do not get it ;-( Could you write down what were you thinking about. Ofcourse if is not a secret.'
So now I will try to answer.
I guess it isn't secret, so I'll try to explain but I don't promise that You will understand my thoughts. I have a small disorder in my head. :D So Let imagine that You got an opportunity to ONE, just one no more your dreams will come true. How would your dream sound? Love with the boy you VERY like? - some trivial for me cause I don't want to be a teenager who is looking for love for ever. Not now at this moment I think that love is unneccessary to my life, if it would happen OK, great, but... Second proposition – health for me and my family? Very obvious, moreover I'm healthy in my family also there are no serious illnesses. So what to use the chance preventive? Next, happiness? Sure, but it is too generally. Powerful? no thanks. Money? I sure you know the king name Midas. I don't wanna to repeat his mistake and lose everythink because of stupid dream. Peace on the world. It sounds nice but a bit gullible. Moreover, yeah I would like to live in the world where is no war and everyboady respects others... but it seems so to me that when we hear 'an only dream which you wish will come true' we become a bit egoist. 'Let everyone will fine but the best I'. I don't know whether everyone thinks so but I do. It isn't a reason to glory but so I'm just a human. I could quote more examples, but everytime I reached the same conclusion. Others dream about become a doctor, policeman, famous writer, lawyer, best footballer, boss of a big company etc. But I didn't know what I realy want. I intentionally used the Past simple 'cause now I know:)
I hope that You understood me now.
By the way I felt a little strange when I read the word ‘fan’.:)
And Now enjoy with music.
Take care, see you!