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2011-09-10 @ 19:08:05

Hello!

The previous post was about my firsts days at the new school. I gonna continue. So my comprehensive school isn't nice. There are no people from my own fairy tale. It isn't caused because of ot that the beginnings are always hard. It isn't it I guess. I'm feeling here terrible. Already after these six days I have smelled a /fucking/ rat race. And the teachers ancourage the students for it. I understand a matura, a best studies, a brilliant future but damn talking about it already on the first day?! It is not for me, absolutly!

Sometihing else is it normal to being close to tears while the schooltime. No, not for me. I used to like spending time at the school. You know friends, stupid thing made while a lesson, 'ambitious' conversation with some teachers etc. And now the school is like a horror.

So I decided to change the school. I have choosen a technical school where my friend goes. She was talking to me how awesome class she has, how nice teachers, how nice atmosphere... Not like here where I am.

And by the way I didn't sleep at two nights and I thought about myself, I thought out everything and I have a plan and to the realising it I don't need extended matura in history, polish or the knowledge about society. /Once I have written that I had a dream. I didn't mean then my future just a little thing at the present. For the formalities./

I admit, I have made the mistake and because of it now there is a 'small' disorder. But I will tidy it up and everything will be ok, I guess. - Keep Your fingers crossed.

Obviously a song:

Take care and have a nice weekend!

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Ajkiorka
Aww, your description of the first days in a new school remind me of my thoughts at the beginning of my high school.
You need to come down. And think it over one more time.
I also started lesson in high school from teachers who, at the beginning of everything, kept talking about Matura exam. Every school want to be the best, every teacher want to make the most of his students, and, at least, every student should be able to show his commitment and desire to make his dreams come true, to feel fulfilled. I understand if a technical school is something You need, I totally get it. I believe that two nights were enough for you to make the right choice.
But... take into account that in technical school you have twice as many subjects as in high school, additionally, besides passing Matura exam you need to pass licensure examination /as I don't know if the word is right; egzamin zawodowy/. Don't think that it's all right in the school your friend has chosen. Believe me, that people want to be the best and teachers, especially, want to encourage students to learn more, some of them have no idea how to do this so they just threaten them, yes, it's stupid, it's unfair. But if now you can't stand the pressure, think about what there is for you in the future, if now you can't put up with the beginning of the school year. Think about licensure examination and twice as many subjects. If technical school is what you really want, I can only assure you that you're going into the right direction. But if you're changing the school because of people, the school that is supposed to teach you, to convey knowledge, because of people who, you don't really know now, don't you want to give them a chance?
I see, you don't. I know now you're probably mad at me, but I had to write what I've written.

Rvianna
I'm sorry for the fact that Yoy don't feel good in Your school. I understand it because last three years I've spend with people I mostly hated in the school of my dreams. It was hard, but now I see that all knowledge I gained was worth this torment. Now I went to high school I wanted and it's... really good. Think not only of that what happens now but also about the future - as Akijorka said. I know how terrible it is sometimes, I've gone through this. But maybe this rat race will motivate You to do your best and these people aren't that bad that You think. That's my opinion, but only You know what will be best for You. Think of it and... make Your choice. Whatever are You gonna choose, I'll keep my fingers crossed.
Good luck!

zielonomi
I am jealous of your writing :). You do it with so easiness and it's so natural for you to relate everybody about events in your live. And you are younger than me. it is not good news :)

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It is not for me... 2011-09-10 @ 19:08:05 Hello! The previous post was about my firsts days at the new school. I gonna continue. So my comprehensive school isn't nice. There are no people from my own fairy tale. It isn't caused because of ot that the beginnings are always hard. It isn't it I guess. I'm feeling here terrible. Already after these six days I have smelled a /fucking/ rat race. And the teachers ancourage the students for it. I understand a matura, a best studies, a brilliant future but damn talking about it already on the first day?! It is not for me, absolutly! Sometihing else is it normal to being close to tears while the schooltime. No, not for me. I used to like spending time at the school. You know friends, stupid thing made while a lesson, 'ambitious' conversation with some teachers etc. And now the school is like a horror. So I decided to change the school. I have choosen a technical school where my friend goes. She was talking to me how awesome class she has, how nice teachers, how nice atmosphere... Not like here where I am. And by the way I didn't sleep at two nights and I thought about myself, I thought out everything and I have a plan and to the realising it I don't need extended matura in history, polish or the knowledge about society. /Once I have written that I had a dream. I didn't mean then my future just a little thing at the present. For the formalities./ I admit, I have made the mistake and because of it now there is a 'small' disorder. But I will tidy it up and everything will be ok, I guess. - Keep Your fingers crossed. Obviously a song: Take care and have a nice weekend! comments (3) Comments Ajkiorka Aww, your description of the first days in a new school remind me of my thoughts at the beginning of my high school. You need to come down. And think it over one more time. I also started lesson in high school from teachers who, at the beginning of everything, kept talking about Matura exam. Every school want to be the best, every teacher want to make the most of his students, and, at least, every student should be able to show his commitment and desire to make his dreams come true, to feel fulfilled. I understand if a technical school is something You need, I totally get it. I believe that two nights were enough for you to make the right choice. But... take into account that in technical school you have twice as many subjects as in high school, additionally, besides passing Matura exam you need to pass licensure examination /as I don't know if the word is right; egzamin zawodowy/. Don't think that it's all right in the school your friend has chosen. Believe me, that people want to be the best and teachers, especially, want to encourage students to learn more, some of them have no idea how to do this so they just threaten them, yes, it's stupid, it's unfair. But if now you can't stand the pressure, think about what there is for you in the future, if now you can't put up with the beginning of the school year. Think about licensure examination and twice as many subjects. If technical school is what you really want, I can only assure you that you're going into the right direction. But if you're changing the school because of people, the school that is supposed to teach you, to convey knowledge, because of people who, you don't really know now, don't you want to give them a chance? I see, you don't. I know now you're probably mad at me, but I had to write what I've written. Rvianna I'm sorry for the fact that Yoy don't feel good in Your school. I understand it because last three years I've spend with people I mostly hated in the school of my dreams. It was hard, but now I see that all knowledge I gained was worth this torment. Now I went to high school I wanted and it's... really good. Think not only of that what happens now but also about the future - as Akijorka said. I know how terrible it is sometimes, I've gone through this. But maybe this rat race will motivate You to do your best and these people aren't that bad that You think. That's my opinion, but only You know what will be best for You. Think of it and... make Your choice. Whatever are You gonna choose, I'll keep my fingers crossed. Good luck! zielonomi I am jealous of your writing :). You do it with so easiness and it's so natural for you to relate everybody about events in your live. And you are younger than me. it is not good news :) Add comment Your nick: przepisz poprawnie kod kod z obrazka: This is english blog. User writes in english. If you would like to have blog like this, you can register your own for free.Register your own english blog Język angielski matura z angielskiego Gramatyka angielska	Navigation Home My world Statistics 39228 Blog mainpage Archive 2012 May (2) February (1) 2011 December (1) November (1) October (2) September (2) August (3) July (2) June (2) April (2) March (1) February (1) January (2) 2010 December (4) November (1) Menu Login << "Peace, Love and Empathy" -Kurt Cobain .
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