First of May....
2012-05-01 @ 19:15:10
2012, of course.
I decided change my life. A few parts of my life. A few small areas, which don't allow me have a happy, simple life.
The first of case is.... english of course. It's my weakness since I remember. From many, many years. I always knew, that english is very important in life, I think, that isn't possible to life in contemporary not knowing foreign languages. Everybody repeat, that english is present Latin, in our life at every turn. Of course I know... But... It was my problem in primary school, in high school, during studies. I don't know why. In primary school I learned english few years. Maybe three. I don't remember. It was big problem for me, I didn't understand what my teacher said, what was her expectations. After two years I realized, that I will never learn english. Because I haven't language skills, because I haven't enough gift. Mayby it's true... Maybe not. Meybe I wasn't parsevering enough... Now I think - maybe teaching methodes which I met wasn't suitable, adequate for me... Since I can remember - I was clever, capable and intelligent. But not for english. Is it passible? Maybe I couldn't learn? Maybe my intelligence made me wrong? I accustomed to easy learning, to simple memorizing... Because - I have very good remember. For dates, details, names. I studied economy. It wasn't problem for me to remember tens of pages for exams, hundreds of dates, persons... But remember vocabulary, words, tenses in english... It was problem, of course. During last fiveteen years I made a lots trials, test how to improve my language. But english is still my Achilles heel. Now I'm thirty nine. And I decided: It's the end. I can't feel worse than 90 percent people who I know... This blog is one of way to make me free-english-complex... Mayby I don't write correct, but I'm not worried. It's important to me, that I'm writting. Excellent will come with time. I hope...
I decided change my life. A few parts of my life. A few small areas, which don't allow me have a happy, simple life.
The first of case is.... english of course. It's my weakness since I remember. From many, many years. I always knew, that english is very important in life, I think, that isn't possible to life in contemporary not knowing foreign languages. Everybody repeat, that english is present Latin, in our life at every turn. Of course I know... But... It was my problem in primary school, in high school, during studies. I don't know why. In primary school I learned english few years. Maybe three. I don't remember. It was big problem for me, I didn't understand what my teacher said, what was her expectations. After two years I realized, that I will never learn english. Because I haven't language skills, because I haven't enough gift. Mayby it's true... Maybe not. Meybe I wasn't parsevering enough... Now I think - maybe teaching methodes which I met wasn't suitable, adequate for me... Since I can remember - I was clever, capable and intelligent. But not for english. Is it passible? Maybe I couldn't learn? Maybe my intelligence made me wrong? I accustomed to easy learning, to simple memorizing... Because - I have very good remember. For dates, details, names. I studied economy. It wasn't problem for me to remember tens of pages for exams, hundreds of dates, persons... But remember vocabulary, words, tenses in english... It was problem, of course. During last fiveteen years I made a lots trials, test how to improve my language. But english is still my Achilles heel. Now I'm thirty nine. And I decided: It's the end. I can't feel worse than 90 percent people who I know... This blog is one of way to make me free-english-complex... Mayby I don't write correct, but I'm not worried. It's important to me, that I'm writting. Excellent will come with time. I hope...