am I heartbroken?
2017-09-17 @ 23:49:03
Such a long story to tell. I'm not even sure how to turn it into words that make any sense.
He told me something that made my heart beat faster, then got silent. I wonder what his silence means. I wonder how am I supposed to understand his words. Was he trying to flirt with me? Was he just playing with me? Whatever it was, it has left me flattered.
And then he stopped talking to me. He kind of disappeared, even though he was still present. I've been thinking about it all for too long. Not sure how to understand his words. Maybe he just wanted to compliment me. Maybe there was something deeper beneath his words. Maybe he was just in a playful mood and wanted to play with me. Maybe. Maybe...
It has left me shocked in some way, too. I didn't expect to hear such thing from another man. I didn't expect anything at all. And then he did it. He said some words that have turned my world around.
And I'm not sure what I feel. What I feel towards him. I'm definitely not in love with him, I'd just rather treat him like he was my little brother. But he’s waken my heart up and made it alive. And then he disappeared.
Was he too afraid of his own words? Or was he just fooling around with me? I have no answer. I have been always oblivious to interpersonal things.
He told me something that made my heart beat faster, then got silent. I wonder what his silence means. I wonder how am I supposed to understand his words. Was he trying to flirt with me? Was he just playing with me? Whatever it was, it has left me flattered.
And then he stopped talking to me. He kind of disappeared, even though he was still present. I've been thinking about it all for too long. Not sure how to understand his words. Maybe he just wanted to compliment me. Maybe there was something deeper beneath his words. Maybe he was just in a playful mood and wanted to play with me. Maybe. Maybe...
It has left me shocked in some way, too. I didn't expect to hear such thing from another man. I didn't expect anything at all. And then he did it. He said some words that have turned my world around.
And I'm not sure what I feel. What I feel towards him. I'm definitely not in love with him, I'd just rather treat him like he was my little brother. But he’s waken my heart up and made it alive. And then he disappeared.
Was he too afraid of his own words? Or was he just fooling around with me? I have no answer. I have been always oblivious to interpersonal things.