At home
2008-10-30 @ 15:12:44
Two days ago my friend from the dormitory came to tell me a close friend of mine had an accident on a motorcycle. I vizualised all the worse things and couldn't sleep through whole night. I was given some anxiousing details. I wanted to see my friend but I had to wait. I couldn't just go home at the start of the week.

Yesterday at night I came back home.

Today I visited him in a hospital. Both right bones of right hand broken and he sais he's back hurt a lot. X-ray didn't show anything about it so it's probably only because of strained muscles. He could barely move. After three hours of my visit he has been taken to be operated on. It was a while ago and I haven't had any informations since then. I hope everything goes well. As for now you could tell everything ended in a pretty goow way, if a word 'good' is accurate in this situation.

I received my driving licence(category B) today and I drove... my mum's car... It's a spors one and it's fast like hell. Of course I am a bit afraid, after my friend's accident especially. I'd prefer someone who has had a driving licence for a long time to be with me at the beginnings but there's not such a possibility so... I have to be breve. And I am! ;F

I have some problems with my boyfriend, though he thinks everything's just fine. I tell him that meeting him twice a month is not enough but he only says it's because I don't care for him and don't long for at all. Not true... or partly maybe? There's one particular thing - everyone advises me to break up. And I'm not sure, still. So it goes on as it does...

Leaving home appeared to be a great lesson to me. I become more and more mature every day. But, I feel so much greater at home, in home town, amongst friends and family even. I'd like to be here, not there. But no, I need this education. And new friends are great :)

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I'm so different now
2008-10-19 @ 14:31:54
On the one hand in the place where I'm studying everything's fine. Interesting subjects, cool friends and comfortable place to commute school, shops etc. On the other hand, when I came back home, I started arguning with my mother and sister. They're so annoying to me... and probably so am I to them. I can't help it... it just happens.

But I met my boyfriend and a friend and it makes me feel so much better every time I think about it. Me and my boyfriend somehow manage to be together though our problems and lack of time. But... me and my friend... we don't act as we were friends, rather like a couple. I don't know how did it start and I don't really control it. The weirdest thing is that I feel no blame or guilt. Well, maybe yesterday it changed for a second.

Yesterday we... eh... it's too long story to tell. The fact is that I have no idea how to act and what to do with the whole thing or if I should I do anything. Maybe it's all because I met people who arent faithful to their partners or maybe I'm just trying to explain myself. Things like this just arent wrong to me any more. Could someone explain me what happend to me.......?
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